Well I'm back from my trip to see my parents in Lancashire.
Whilst I was home away from home My mum bought me a notebook I wrote alot of positive things within it so this blog post dear reader will be be longer than my usual as it's going to be filled with the writings over the past week ( glad I can read my own writing :-P).
Looking Forward
What is it what make's me look forward? What is it which makes me keep going and not to give up on what I believe in?
These questions I seem to ask myself all the time but I don't really know. I wake up each day and get on with my day however it is until I go to sleep and wake and then continue.
Do I have a life's goal? No I don't think I do.... well maybe.. Just to be happy i guess. Be happiest i possibly can, by doing that I will keep on living and doing what i can and not give up on my dreams. I've put up with a lot in my past but it's time to forgive and forget and get on with my life for the better and not let anyone or anything drag me down.
Adventures
Some people travel to far off places and distant lands for adventure. For myself my adventures started off in my own land my own country of England, UK. I traveled south to Dorset and from there I explored beaches, towns and neighbouring counties.
After over a year I decided I wanted to see more as much as I could when I got back to my home county of Lancashire. I started venturing into neighbouring North Yorkshire and then thanks to friends I got to North Wales for the first time and few times after I decided I wanted to study here. I've been up mountains , in a woodland and by the sea but I still want to see more.
My heart wants to be free and be overgrown like a bramble patch, but I also want it to be content with it's self.
I want to explore and find my way with the wild and find out who I truly am and be my own person.
Where ever I'll be I want to look up at the stars and wherever i might be those stars will be different.
Each time I'll look up at the stars the heavens will shine down on me and I'll feel blessed and smile.
My dearest stars , my friends, my family my wishes. You showed me how to sparkle in the deepest and darkest times and no matter where i'll be you'll always be there.
Cozy for One
Either by sitting in a little tea room or a busy coffee shop or even in my room, I'm always in my own cozy little head space. I find myself drifting off into a day dream when either doodling, writing and drinking tea or a latte.
People don't notice me but I don't mind that at all I feel happy there watching the world go by.
Flying Free
I've had a lifetime of ups and downs, more downs than i can count, but I want to correct all the wrongs and let them go. I want to be free and start afresh and then I can be free.
I can not let the future scare me and I'll be able to look forward and do something great.
I can try new things I can go new places I can live my life how I've always wanted.
Nothing can hold me back I can look forward and I can be free and fly.
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