Lists of me

I started writing in a little book of things about myself which were both positives and negatives but as I was writing these lists I felt a weight had lifted, It made me feel good about myself that I got these wrote down. 

Today dear reader I'm going to share with you :-) . 

Words that describe me

• Creative 
• Imaginative 
• Magical 
• Quirky 
• Whimsical 
• Nature Spirit 
• Day Dreamer 
• Artistic 
• Outspoken 
• Bright
• Interesting 
• Funny
• Caring 
• Loving
• Warm 
• Free Spirit

Things what I like which make me happy 

• Being in nature 
• Woodland walking 
• Walking along a beach 
• Listening to sea 
• Collecting things from the beach (shells , driftwood )
• Listening to running water : streams , rivers, the sea
• Crackling wood fires 
• Cups of tea 
• Warm jumpers on cold days 
• Fleecy blankets 
• Cat cuddles and purrs 
• Being with my family 
• Smell of incense when walking into new age /pagan shops 
• The warm glow of candle light 
• Reading a new book of my interests 
• Flowers
• Sitting in cafes with friends and chatting 
• Bubble baths
• The word 'Cozy'
• Home cooked meal made by my mum
• Being at faery and pagan festivals 
• Taking photos of random things 
• Chocolate 
• Cakes
• Going on day trips with my mum to Skipton 
• Having Cream Teas ( Scone , jam clotted cream and tea ) with my mum  
• Cooking 
• Unusual Charity shop finds 

My Dreams 

• To have enough money to live on my own 
• To be a successful artist in ceramics and pottery 
• To live by the sea 
• To be able to drive and have a little van
• To have a little cat companion 
• To graduate University 
• To make my family proud

My Fears 

• To be lost somewhere and to struggle to find my way back 
• To lose the ones I love 
• Not to be loved and happy 
• To be homeless
• To have no money
• To be trapped
• To let down my family
• To let down myself
• To have nothing
• to be on my own 
• Being unhappy 
• Being unloved

What makes me Unhappy

• Being lonely 
• Having no one to talk to
• Not being appreciated
• Being cold
• Not beng able to be myself
• Feeling like a failure
• Being on my own
• Waking up at night after a bad dream
• Crying on my own 
• Having to say goodbye after being with someone I love
• Thinking of my past 

Another thing which makes me happy is going on Pinterest and looking up things which make me happy and saving them to boards. If you haven't got a Pinterest page I'd say get one as it helps with the most simplest of things for everyday life as well as day dreaming. 

My dear reader if you are like me and you struggle with your confidence why don't you try the lists you'll feel more free with yourself and as time goes along your positive lists will get bigger and bigger and your negative lists will get less and less.